Psalm 18:1-2
“I love You, O LORD, my strength.”The LORD is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer, My God, my rock, in whom I take refuge; My shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.
I've never felt such a strong pain before...it gnaws away until you have nothing left to feel. I don't know what to say, how to act. What do you say? I have nothing to relate to the pain. How do you go from such glee to such despair?
Emptiness wants to prevail. I won't let it. It cannot consume me. I have a greater Hope within than a black hole could ever take over. Yet, my heart continues to break. Being strong is necessary, for the ones who cannot be strong. Praise the Lord O My Soul.
"You give and take away; still my heart will choose to say, Lord blessed be Your Name."
Praying for you, sweet sister. I have no words, just love and prayers. Keep clinging to His Word...
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Oh Christen, I am so sorry that I missed this blog. I hurt for you. Praying for healing and comfort that only God can provide.
ReplyDeleteI'm sure just being a quiet presence is very comforting... I'm sure your love and support is helping even if you feel like you have nothing offer. Words won't be remembered but you being there will be.
Love you.